Do you know what sucks?

Heartaches? Depression? Frustration? Failures? Trust Issues? I don’t think so. Heartaches can be fixed. Go have a heart surgery. Maybe the doctors can help you with that. But really, heartaches can be mended; it may take some time but it can surely heal. If it’s a broken heart, maybe someone will come and pick up the pieces for you. If it’s mourning, sooner or later you’ll be able to accept and move on. Not really forget but just see the brighter side of life.

Depression? Like seriously? I mean come on! You chose to be depressed. not you ex-someone; not the family member who died; not the failures. It’s just you! Didn’t your mother taught you that life is about making choices? You chose to be sad, lonely, down of whatever is it that you’re feeling. You can’t tell me you don’t have a choice because if you will, then you suck! Anyway, even if you’re feeling all kinds of depression, you can still choose to forget or move on or just be happy for a moment. Go and eat lots of food or go shopping. You can even go to a spa and relax. Honey, trust me, if you really hate being so depressed then stop nurturing your depression and start doing things that will make you feel the other way around.

Frustration and Failures? You’ll get over it. Actually, being frustrated helps you know what you really want and it’s certainly better than not knowing at all; otherwise, lost. Failures are your road to success. You know that right? Every failure comes with new lessons; lessons that would certainly help you get better and succeed in the future.

Trust Issues? Well, it does suck but you know what? Look at the bright side, the person you’ve got trust issues with will try his very best to gain back your trust. That way, you’ll know how much you matter to him because he will do just about everything just for you to trust him again.

So, what really sucks? It’s friendship. Don’t get me wrong, I have a lot of friends, best friends. I’m a very kind and friendly person you know. But sometimes, being this kind, devoted, affectionate, helpful and lovingDX friend really have some awful downside. I love my friends, I am very loyal to them. I’m always there for them, I’m even willing to drop whatever it is that I’m doing to come running to them when they need my help; whether it’s early morning or late night, whatever time and situation I’ll do my best to be there for them. However, only calling me just when they need me, making me do things for them just because they know I’ll never say no, and asking me for some advice and comfort is just not right. I mean, I’m very glad that I could be of any help to them and I’m really glad that I can make them happy and I’m sure whatever favor it is that I am doing for them, they’ll also be willing to do it for me; in short, they’re also there for me. It’s just that I don’t think friendship is just about calling each other when a problem comes up. I think it’s more of like marriage? For better or for worst and those kind of things? Do really like your friendship to be just for worst and when things get better you’ll not celebrate together?

Well, maybe I’m just exaggerating. Maybe I’m just really tired of trying to schedule some time to meet, catch up, unwind, and just be happy with my friends. Maybe I’m just seeking too much attention. Maybe I’m just being annoyingly clingy. I don’t really know for sure. What I know is that it really sucks when a friend just remembers you when they need you and just forget about you when they don’t.